Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Does AGE has to be taken into count?


Another entry for today. 2 entries in 1 nite. In my previous entry, aku mmg ngah hppy. In fact! Sgt hppy. I jst finishd talking to some1 who understand me the most. And **** make me realized that cinta x smestinya memiliki. I dun noe whther to believe in love lg ato x..its almost 4 months now..(yaka?) herm. But we dun seems to get along very well rn’t we syg? Dear you..sry sgt ive been hurting you slama ni.... :(

..sgt2 sakitkn org yg byk b’krban utk aku. All these while mmg i nvr been serious in love. Nvr. as long as i can remember...hny dgn mr I and mr A je learn to be loyal and to be serious in this thing call "love". tp mcm x kemana. Ive been looking, been searching.. napa? knapa??..I da setia. Dia pn..but y cn’t we get along? I noe, stengah2 org might jst ignore bende ni. and keep hoping for their gf/bf to chnge. but i nak my marriage to last 4ever. Byk sgt ppl surround me yg cerai..curang..sbb tu i t’lalu choosey. i used to ask him untuk ubah itu..ubah ini..cm yg i nk. I was wrong.. he did everything to satisfy me.. almost everything. Tp the only fct yg i and i think sma org patut thu is.. people can chnge bcos of love. Jst to keep u besids them.dan xnk ditinggalkn. But hwbout life after marriage? Dlu xde ikatan..n pas ade ikatan.. mungkin kn dia blk kpd prngai asalnye? mungkin kn? ..wut do u think??

Lepas pk,..aku br sdar. Mmg kita leh xcpt psangan kita 4 who they are. KAMI pn boleh..tp msalah asyik dtg. mcm2 dugaan that weve faced together. Mcm2...but a fren bgtau aku..in order to chnge people.. kita kna ubah diri sndri dlu. I admit, byk2 prngai yg i x ska tu.. wlopn minor, tu adalah perangai KAMI. Both of us sama. Cna aku nk mntak dia ubah.. klo aku sndri x ubah?

Its not about age. Really. its about US. Mcm2 die dh wat untuk slamatkn hubungan ni.. and i thank you for that syg.. sgt2.

below is 1 of the exmple of our cnversation. bkn la xectly the same..tp mksudnye sama.
me: "b i rsa umo cam i ni da ptut kawen agaknya?"
him: "then..gi la kawen. hehe"

**me majok.


me: "camni ja syg u kat i..stakat ni ja? (strt mereben..)
him: " u ni ngarut. u yg ckp nk camtu. ske ati u la. mls pk."

..

dont u gys think i dsrve utk dipujuk? mmg ptut kn? ..ka am i too snstve?
dia cuma perlu ckp,..x lah syg. i guraw ja.. but he didnt.

bwh ni.. wll b my last msg to him. (klo btol we r not meant 2 be together.)



Rsanya kali n i kalah gk in our battlefield of love. Mesti ada yg kecam kita sbb dr awl hbungan ni started out pn.. xde spe yakin yg itll last 4evr kn? Not even 4 mnths..tp kita da usaha kn syg..but i guess it has to end tonite..

..

dlu i slalu wish for some1 untuk jga aku..tp slh..sgt salah.
erm. i didn't make any decision yet. tatahu hala tuju hubungan ni.

siyesly...i’m not in the wrld rite now. Adakah aku trlalu terinfluence oleh “kwn” aku tu. Urgh..hpe not.. maybe i deserve smone btter. Dah.

mls pk @#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$#$%^&*()!!!!!!!!!!


p/s: I love you. Sumpah.

Cinta “FACEBOOK?”



Ni topic kt radio pagi td..tertarik plk aku ngn cite sorg cller ni. Nmpk sgt die tlh ditpu ngn trok skali. Marah tol die ngan FB. Me myslf pn actually doesn’t quiet like dgn perkenalan kt alam maya. Erk? Alam maya ke? Virtual relationship? Tah..aku pn tatahu sgt termnya. Tp kn benda ni da jd trend nowadays. ..Maybe da tade mamat2 yg ber”phewit2” mintak no fon da kowt zaman skang.? Sma juai mahai.. :D:D:D

As for me, aku rasa method perkenalan ni..yg pnh aku lalui la..firstly.. knal trus- face to face and secondly, knal mlalui virtual world. I’ve frankly have experienced both.n biasanya trus ke preingkat sterusnya**teett. Rmai gk org yg kecam hubungan yg terjlin from virtual ni. Btol x? Btol x?? Klo stok minah yg mcm makcik2 tu.. dia mesti ckpp “eiii ko x tkot ke gi jmpa.. tah2 gamba MMS td(haha) tu bkn gmba die kowt?” Haa.. ni le risiko nye..

Tp yg aku pelik tu, makcik2 ni pn nk kcoh ape? Even kt MMU dlu pn,.. mla2 usha kowt jaoh. Bkn ka pastu add org yg d minati tu kat YM!.. kn? Teeett** tp tgk la dlu mukanya kn.. tk pon knai kot RAGNAROK la...ape lg! ialah game bengong yg mengeffect dgn berat pgajian aku.. huhu. Erm ermm..seigt aku kt MMU pn bende ni t’jd gk kat aku.. tp i guess masa tu aku x lyn sgt BUDAK2.. haha. Yala. tgh blajaq kowt beb. Harusla cari yg ada ongkos sket..spaye t’jamin esemen2 yg perlukn trnsprt ka hapa tu. Btol ke btol? Haa...$_$

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*Sbb ni la mnybabkn aku bkn blogger yg bagus.. apa yg aku nk sampai sbenarnya neh? ishish*

K k meh wat kesimpulan meh.. haha. Aku rsa la kn..utk org2 pemalu...lg sesuai knai kot vrtual kowt. Dan student2 la of cause.. tp knal kowt mna pn, ni la yg d katakn jodoh kn? Sgelintir msyarakat je yg still pndang slck dan pentingkn sgt kt ne kita knal psangan kita tu. Yg penting jjur..kn? even wardina pn knal husbnd die through email (kn?) If im not mistaken la.. oh technology..oh ohhh~

Btter aku benti sblom aku lg trok mereben (maksud mereben adalah mengarut dlm loght kdh).

Dudaaaa!!
(pls jgn notice yg aku hanya mention FACEBOOK sekali je at the first paragraph. ~tralalal~~~tp soalnya!..ada kah aku kesAHH??// *nge*)

p/s: I love you cinta.

Friday, June 11, 2010

quote of the day-- "be yourself?"

yak yak!!
ghile lama aku x bloging login neh// tetibe rsa smgat lk.
bkn hapa, tertarik tol aku pd quote "be yourself" neh.. woot woott.
ramai org,..sana sini like to use dis quote. kecoh sal be yourself. tp aku terpaksa admit la yg kbykkan pompuan je yg slalu pakai..ngee. jgn tiru aku la,..apala <-kes prasan hot la ni. budget trend setter o wses!)etc.2

haish.. kdang2 yg wt aku nyampah tu, bingit2 kco sal be yourself alih2 dia sndri pn tiru org. apece?pd aku la, sma org nk jd diri sendri. tp sbtolnya pn, kita hidup ni mmg learn from other people nya act pn, the way people dress,.. people talk. sama gak ngn kita tru artist,.. kita tgk die pkai tudung (tudung yunala, ekin la), kasut, cara dia ckp cnfdnt ka,..mestila kita nk ikot. yg tu bleh plk kita pggil dia as idol?
tp biasala manusia, klo x rsakan diri mreka better dr org lain.. bkn manusia la namanya. tmbah2 zaman skng ni kn..tp

..adakah jika kita x be ourselves ataw kita jst trn out to b a hipokrit?(ERK?)


apa patin mepek ni.
dah dah

arr..rr pening..