escaping reality.

"fatin..your mind is not here.." said negin.
suprised me: y'd u said so?
negin: "maybe u r thinking about your plan after this..maybe something.."
me: oh.. or maybe someone?.. «spontanious answer. o_O
(((
So..do you think every question has the answer to it?ya..maybe.but wut if the question coming from a person?do you think that the answer will actually be "the answer"?will the answer be the same if u ask the same question next two weeks to the same person?

Wut do u think?
Oklah.last nite i met my other bestfren.well ya..i have plenty of sahabat.he really make me realise that we can't always have the RIGHT answer to our question.this is somehow true.for example:
"kenapa dia nk talk behind my back.kenapa dia sanggup cakap mcm tu kt aku ha?isn't she is one of my best fren?"
Or..in love situation:
"nape die wat aku mcm ni?nape die sanggup tgglkn aku..setelah aku berkorban ohh??"
Well..this is wut happen if your mind take control of ur body.take the power of control dat sppose to be done by AKAL.this emotions are generated by the heart.but..believe it or not...we can actually talk to our heart.

This is freakin new fer me.evry human being wants to be happy rite?but where do u think this hppinss will cme from?
The person you love?
Your BFF?
Or maybe your family?

None of it is correct.the feeling is from Allah.He who created us..created happiness.all you hve to is ask from Him. :-)

So..heart..stop asking y!people change.your gf/bf/bff/offcmate/even family might give u happinss today..and break your heart in less than a minute.
Its not our job to look for happiness.its a gift from Allah.
We have to stop "instructing" Him.put rules..to wut we've requested from Him.oh.come on..He is the creater.He knows wuts the best fer you. :-)

So negin syg.ive been thinking on this..ok dak?evaluating myslf..as a slave of Allah.
and one more thing..ive been saying that i nk lelaki beriman as my hsbnd.looking bck at myslf.. would lelaki beriman wll b hppy to hve me as their wife? Aurat pn x smpurna ttup.
Ya..Allah akan bg kita..org yg sama mcm kita.because of this jugaklah saya bergduh ngn bestfren semalam.yerla..niat da ade..nk pkai jubah pas kawen.tp klo ps kawen suami x bg pkai jubah?sbb dia trbiasa tgk awk yg x smpurna ttp aurat?(ni yg di kata kn sama dgn awk..tp same ngn awk yg dulu.bkn yg nk berubah) sekufu x?
So..klo nak ubah..ubah sekarang!! *bunyi cengkerik*

Jadi? :-)
Jd..i will be needing sometime alone..hehe.dan igtlah..
Sempurnakah kita untuk slalu mngejar kesempurnaan? :O..apa sy ngarut ni? o_O

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bujang vs married guy.

Antara...
"comelnye die hari ni.."
"nak amik gambar dgn die boleh x?"

Dengan...

"comel lah fatin ni...dah berpunya ke belom"

Agaknya yg mne satu ayat org bujang?nvm.

Dear encik bujang..xperlu nk perli2 sy lah..sy tahu sy buruk.
Dear married guy.seriously...im not dat desparate.pls stop asking me silly question.

tqvm.

suspect cancer.

call ayah td.mak ckp doctor ckp..mngkin bengkak2 kat bdn ayah tu cancer.i have nothing left to say.please pray for him.pls pray yg bengkak2 tu adalah bengkak biasa.pls....pls..pls. (tak berdaya) saya nak berenti keja.

:-(

رَسُولَ اللَّهِ يقول من قال " بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الذي لا يَضُرُّ مع اسْمِهِ شَيْءٌ في الأرض ولا في السَّمَاءِ وهو السَّمِيعُ الْعَلِيمُ " ثَلاثَ مَرَّاتٍ لم تُصِبْهُ فَجْأَةُ بَلاءٍ حتى يُصْبِحَ وَمَنْ قَالَهَا حين يُصْبِحُ ثَلاثُ مَرَّاتٍ لم تُصِبْهُ فَجْأَةُ بَلاءٍ حتى يُمْسِيَ
(Bismillaahillazii laa yadurru ma'asmihii syai un fil ardi walaa fissamaa i wahuwassamii 'ul 'aliim)

Ertinya : Rasulullah s.a.w didengari berkata sesiapa yang berdoa : "Dengan nama Allah yang tiada dimudaratkan sesuatu apapun dengan namaNya samada di bumi dan di langit, dan Dialah maha mendengar dan maha mengetahui" sebanyak 3 kali, maka dia tidak ditimpa kesusahan bala dan musibah sehinggalah subuh esoknya, dan barangsiapa membacanya ketika subuh 3 kali, dia tidak ditimpa kesusahan bala dan musibah sehingga petangnya"

( Riwayat Abu Daud, 4/323 ; At-Tirmidizi, 5/465 dan Ahmad ; Tirmizi : Hadith Hasan)

amin ya Rabbal alamin.

saya.-veenvirnmnt.pm.dan ayahda saya.

Where do i begin?hm..in about 2 hours time ill be leaving my sweet pamperd life and continue with the sad reality ive been livin in the past few days.perli2..ejek2..oh well... im not really care about others anymre.i hve mre imprtnt things to be taken cre of..jst b prfssional n do ur job.out of all the chllges dat im facing rite now..the mst challnging is leaving my dad facing his sickness on his own..byk sgguh dugaan yg menimpa at the same time.but i hope dat evrythng wll be jst fine..

As i was crying lying on his stomach td..i was thinking..whthr ive been a gud daughter of him or not?as the youngest child..i do spnd mst of my time with him.but now,ihve to leave him when i am mst needed.aku brsyukur sbb Tuhan pelihara ayah dr more serious dcises..

ya Allah.aku mohon pertolongnMu ya Allah..sembuhkn lah penyakit ayahku.berilah dia kekuatan utk mnghadpi dugaanMu ini ya Rabbi..ill do anythng fer him.

.im thnkful to God as ive been given a chance to pamperd him..the momnt he asked me to potong kuku dia is the most touching momnt ever.he rarely ask for anything..at dat momnt i felt like i am ready to dedicate my whole life takin care of him.my heart ws greatly warmed with joy.Hes the most undrstnding prson in the whole world.even balkish noes dat his wan zainol is funneyh..he is the mst calm..penyabar..intllignt..n too much undrstnding n cnsidration to others..n kind sgt..fer sure.

My mom is 57 this year..and the gap between them is 11 years.then ya..due to dat fact..this momnt i think is the momnt where i shud be stying rite bside him..hmm. My dad is my hero..he is too hndsome to get married early.hehe.they get married when he was 35 yearsold. Hes been running all his life.lari dari anak2 murid permpuan..lari dr kene pksa kawen..lari dr cntinuing his degree in USM..comel kn dia..i wish i have more and more time to t8cre of him..insyaAllah.and it seems so hard to find someone dat can love my fther the way i do..he is hppy with his life now.his small fmily.bt as a daughthr..i really wish to see him plying wif my child..living in my luxurious house.
I wll nvr leave this opprtunity walk pasthru me again.im going to wrk hard and make my parent proud!if u dun wnna get old andz broke..and u feel intrstd in invsting in govrnmnt approved trust fund kindly pls cntact me dirctly on my mobile at *********.

Im so ****ing serious in making dis hppnt..and ill be doin this just bcause of my prnt
Semoga Allah menolong hambaNya yg dhaif dan serba kekurangan ini.amin-

p/s: bdk2 seat sbelah ni mintak pnmpar tol.org nk tdoq dia duk aloalo comelnye.dem.sehuduh huduh aku..aku x kn prasan comelnye lah.shush

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